My Strange World: 2009

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firstly, before i start .. ni no offence to any perempuan btudung! .. siap bold ok? just x puas ati n x senang ati la ngan 2 pompuan btudung yg aku jumpa pg2 buta td ..

awal pg td, after club n early breakfast, aku mintak la member aku ni drop kat stesen lrt salak selatan .. cz malas nak susahkan dier ptg nyer nak anta aku balik .. so better aku balik terus n tido d rumah .. dier mula2 suwuh bmlm (bmlm ke? dah 530am!) kat rumah dier .. kat situ no problem .. so, brenti la kat stesen masjid jamek, n tukat tren tuk ke Kelana Jaya .. so aku masuk la .. at first bdiri, coz maybe ramai dr melawati turun kl .. then, aku duduk la biler ada seat kosong .. nak dijdkan citer, ader lah minah tudung labuh, late 20s n maybe early 30s duk dpn aku .. selang 2 seat ader la uncle sorang ni .. bukan melaly n i think bukan local .. xde la smart pakai suit ke bagai .. just tshirt n suar yg agak lusuh .. aku ok je la .. tetiba, when uncle ni buat bunyi sikit, minah ni buat muka n mengeluh! aper kes aku pikir? aku x kisah lah .. lantak engkau .. aku lyn kepala ngantok .. x lamer lepas tuh, uncle ni labuhkan kan la bag dier kat seat kosong between the 2 of them .. ader la tkena sipi2 .. sikit je kena beg minah ni .. dier terus mjeling buat muka bitchy! aih? apsal pulak minah nih? aper masalah ko? tkena sikit je .. n even uncle tu pun x perasan kot? so mcm .. why do u hv this kind of attitude? is it bcoz of ko pakai tudung labuh, ko bleh buat mcm tuh? aku walaupun xlah semayang full, still aku ok jer? bukan nyer uncle tuh kacau ko? bukan sengaja pun rasanyer!

nak dijadikan cite, dah sampai kat stesen Universiti, aku berenti la .. nak ambik bas rapid g mahsing .. so, coz xde duit kecik, aku kire nak pecahkan duit kat kedai bawah .. so, nak sedapkan hati ngan kejadian dlm lrt tu td, aku pun start a very small conversation ngan kakak yg btudung kat kaunter .. time tuh, 710am kot? "sini bukak pukul berapa ek kak?" aper jwpan dr mulut akak btudung nih? "dah bukak lah ni!" ngan muka x bsalah .. i was .. shicked! aku bukak conversation .. awal pg nih, nak make u smile .. HELLO! aku pun ader keje pukul 700am ok? utk menyedapkan hati aku, aku pun la jwb balik .. "awal ek? 700am dah bukak .." terus aku blah, g kat bus stop kat bawah .. so mcm, kat saper2 yg mbaca nih, mann nak gtau no offence to semua akak2, adik2 n ibu2 yg btudung .. n i know x semua mcm nih .. tp coz x puas ati n x senang ati! so cukup la kat sini .. hope xde saper2 yg terasa ..

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yup .. in a few weeks time .. i'll be 27 years old .. i just can't believe that i can n i will reach this age .. it's not that i'm dying of certain disease but, there are a lot more things i haven't achieve at this age, yet ..

at this age, i don't have any partner yet! yup .. that's me .. the shy guy, who spend a lot of time to cope with the environment n people hardly aware of my existence when we r lepaking together! so typical me .. i always try to get along with the group, but i can't! i'll be more to listening than talking .. there r some of my friends, said i did improved, but i never satisfied n i never say i improved .. there r still a long way to go ..

i still failed to managed my finance properly .. ever since i was a boy, i can't managed my finance .. i did tried a couple of years ago, to collect every single receipts i spent to see my expenses .. but, i stopped it half way .. this is the influence of a friend of mine .. he keep every single receipts he spent .. i think, it is hard to start something like this at my age maybe .. but it depends on that individual to change or not .. rite? i assume that is not me .. i can't stop myself from shopping! so, never bring me to the shopping .. but i think, i can control myself now from shopping when i am on my window shopping mode ..

usually people will see me as an innocence boy .. am i? haha .. i can't confirm that .. u judge me? only a few of friends really know me true colours .. haha .. i never say that i am nice, n i also never say that i am bad .. just nice maybe .. but i don't that is enough ..

sometimes, it is hard for me to decide on certain thing .. i don't know why? sometimes it is a matter of yer or no .. but i will drag it so long, just to get answer .. i assume that is my self confidence .. i can say, i still lack of confidence in almost everything .. not only on decision .. but a lot more .. but i am proud, i can decide on my wardrobe! from a fashion criminal, to a better fashionista! FASHIONISTA?? haha .. i will never label myself as a fashionista!

but, there are certain things, i can be proud of myself .. such as? haha .. u asked me? yup .. i can enjoy karaoke with my friends .. not just enjoying the session, but i will grab the microphone n sing my heart out! haha .. there r a few of songs, kind of my signature songs every time we go for karaoke .. n i can say, i improve it from every session .. not much, but i am improving my self .. i'm so proud of it!

now, what i want myself to practice everyday, is to at least call my mak once everyday .. there was once, mak call n said she didn't receive any calls from me for quite some times .. so like, anak derhaka la plak!

what else huh? no sure la .. will add later when i figured it out ..

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huhu .. ari ni dah ari ke3 training .. insyaallah, lusa habis la .. wuhuhu .. td baru je settlekan duit karaoke ngan abg reza .. kitorg share g karaoke ramai2 .. ada 5 org .. me, abg mamat, adi, abg reza n azan .. ikutkan ahcik follow sekali, tp x jadi coz mak ayah dier ader .. tu pun kitorg pecut after g beraya wumah member2 abg mat ..

mlm tuh, i mean mlm karaoke, tetiba otak giler ni generated lg activated .. aku bawak lagu dangdut uols .. hahaha .. mas idayu, senggol2an .. cubit2an .. haha .. ada org back up .. since the last karaoke session, aku try utk bawak lagu2 asli .. last week aku dah bantai lagu cindai! haha .. tgoleng2 kat lantai biler aku pikir balik .. but, it was fun! lagu2 standard mcm mungkin, mungkir bahagia n harapan memang x miss .. kekadang klu ingat seribu tahun imran ajmain .. lagu2 berani mati! ini pun coz of boboy .. haha .. dier la yg mjebakkan aku ke kancah karaoke ..

but, apa yg x best last week coz xde lagu aizatt, lagu kita .. next session kot .. then, satu lg .. masa dah ready nak bawak lagu niat, elyana .. aku siap duduk simpuh atas lantai, kawan azan masuk scr ngejut .. jgn plak azan terasa, k .. coz feel dah ader, tetiba potong! wargghhhh .. terus x best .. dah la next lagu, lagu mungkir bahagia n mungkin .. nasib aku dpt bawak .. n cuba ignore perasaan dpd lagu niat tu tadi .. haha .. tp biler ingat balik, lawak siot ..

dlm seminggu nih, dah a few times dah mimpi aku dah ader rambut balik .. siap buat spiky2 mcm dulu2 .. seriously, i miss my hair .. almost setengah tahun dah rambut ala askar .. nak simpan balik la rambut2 ni .. bleh buat fesyen2 .. huhu .. botak pun coz rambut jarang n mengalami kesurutan .. haha ..

k la .. ari ni, topik quite interesting .. simple n easy .. just tunggu dah live nanti je la .. we will go live with this system, insyaallah on 1 nov .. x sabar plak rasa nya .. b4 training memang asyik pikir, naper la nak tukar system? asyik pikir mcm maner la nak start system baru .. semua code nak kena hafal balik .. mcm tekanan .. tp dah masuk training, mcm satu cabaran! x sabar plak .. huhu .. itu lah manusia .. xpernah ada manusia d dunia ini yg sempurna .. n ingatlah, kta hanya menumpang di dunia ini .. malah kita jugak dipinjamkan untuk menghuni n menumpang d dunia ni .. ini khas ditujukan kat semua ek? adios .. asta la vista .. huhu ..

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hmm .. pejam celik, pejam celik .. tinggal 10 hari je lagi nak raya .. tp mcm saban tahun, feel nak raya tu dah x sebest masa kecik2 .. masa kecik2, x pernah kenal ada masalah .. nak aper je, sure mak bapak akan cuba dpt kan .. tp, dah makin besar n tua ni, mcm2 masalah yg datang .. sometimes, problem yg sgt2 bodoh la .. ni la yg buat aku geram je ..

mcm nak berenti je pun ada .. balik kch, carik keje kat sana .. rasa cukup la dah 2 tahun kat sini (coming november) .. mcm x worth la .. sikit kawan pun susah, ramai kawan pun susah .. aahhh .. lantak lah .. now i know how to PLASTIC! i've learn to become a person with so many faces .. klu ikutkan, aku xnak idup mcm tu .. hidup pura2 .. hipokrit! aku x la nak cakap yg aku ni baik sgt .. aku pun minum .. bukan nya virgin from beer or mana2 air syaitan .. aku pun bukan virgin anymore ..ahhhh .. kat sini je la dpt aku lepaskan semua .. too outspoken pun, xbleh .. pendiam sgt pun org pijak kepala! senior officer katanya! hahaha .. aku rasa nak tgolek2 mdengar nya .. lantak engkau la .. ko x rugi .. aku pun x rugi!

apa yg penting sekarang .. aku puas ngan kwn2 yg ader .. hopefully they feel the same .. i will try to be as transparent as possible when i am with them .. kekadang tu, certain things kena keep for myself! ngan diorg je aku dpt rasa seronok .. melepaskan diri dr dunia plastik .. di kelilingi org yg pura2 .. asalkan diorg bahagia, aku ikut je .. for sure, i am not happy with that .. but, what i have to do .. i am living in the same world, created by the same god! have to share .. like it or not ..

aku perasan yg hidup x pernah cukup duit .. everything kena guna duit! hmmm .. mcm maner ek nak cop duit byk2? jd millionaire ke .. dpt couple kaya .. xyah nak keje .. ari2 kat rumah .. bleh shopping memanjang! haha .. what a dream!

klu nak balik kch, aku memang nak berenti .. there is no point aku nak mintak transfer ke kch .. no way jose! nak tunggu bjanggut putih baru dpt promotion ..

time ni, call xde la plak .. mcm beri aku lampu hijau nak luahkan semua! nak aku jerit, nanti budak2 ofis cakap aku giler! last week dah melalak .. cukup la kot tuk masa ni .. dah la org bayarkan ..

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sedar x sedar .. minggu depan, seluruh umat islam akan bpuasa! haha .. skema sungguh ayat ku .. so, nak share sikit la beberapa citer2 lucu ketika bulan puasa .. sometimes, kalau ingat balek, tgolek2 jugak aku bantai gelak ..

citer first nih, blaku bulan puasa 3 tahun lepas kot? masa aku mula kenal kawan aku bnama desmond n kitorg keje sama company .. kitorg jd ajen satu telecommunication provider kat mesia nih .. x sure lah, ari aper .. but ari tu, kebetulan kitorg ader kat this shopping centre .. so, member pompuan, time tuh, time "naik bendera" .. so, diorg x kisah la nak makan ke aper .. masa tuh, aku poasa lg .. dah tengah ari kot? so, tetiba si desmond nih cucuk2 aku, coz dier nak makan ais krim .. so, dier cakap la .. aku nak join ke x? aku plak serba salah .. so, dier cakap la ..

nanti kita borak la dlm bahasa cina kat depan minah jual ais krim .. so, x la nampak sgt!

haha .. so aku buat la jugak .. sambil nunggu minah ni buatkan ais krim, aku pun borak la ngan desmond dlm bahasa cina! hahaha .. benda ni mak bapak aku x tau! mati la klu sampai kat tinge diorg .. huhu ..

next, blaku last year .. 2nd day of puasa ok? aku baru balik dr kch .. saje nak puasa ngan family .. dah la imsak kat sana awal! sampai kat sini, bukak plak lambat .. aku mcm puasa tlebih masa .. ada ot la plak puasa? haha .. so, coz lupa nak request transport dr ofis .. klu nak naik bas, sure penuh .. tambahan aku bawak byk benda dr kch .. so, aku mintak la tolong kawan aku si yass ambik .. so, dier suwuh aku nunggu kat bus stop, seberang ofis .. nak dijadikan citer, sampai lah masa berbukak .. ada lah pakcik ni .. offer kurma kat everybody yg ader kat bus stop .. so, aku ngan x malu pun, tunggu la .. kondifen dier nak offer .. sekali dier lalu je depan aku .. aku pun mcm xlah naik angin .. maybe coz muka aku mcm mamat cina .. so, dier sure x aspect aku ni puasa .. sib baik aku ader chewing gum dlm poket suar .. haha ..

so far, ni je kes2 yg mlucukan time puasa .. klu ingat lg citer2 lain, nanti aku update .. huhu .. slelamat bpuasa ..

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