My Strange World

Amielza Afif Adlan (baby Afif) - 08 Jun 2011


Amielza Marzuqi (Ukie) - Born: 02 Oct 2009



Ukie looking at his sleeping lil bro

8 June 2011: my lil sis, liza delivered her 2nd baby boy, Amielza Afif Adlan .. weight 2.9kg at 0040hrs! after admitted for 2 days since the 06th june .. look exactly like his big bro Amielza Marzuqi .. so excited to see him in the morning ..

woke up around 700am n follow my mak to Sarawak General Hospital to see the 1st glimpse of the new addition of our family! so excited! weeeeeeee .. only after around 2 hours, we are allowed to see her .. but i don't dare to pick him up! he is too small n so beautiful .. (mcm aku lak yg beranak! haha) luckily he came out on that day! if not, i will go back empty handed! my purpose to go back to kuching just to see Ukie n hope to be there for my sister when she deliver ..

i was not around when Ukie was born .. but so excited to see the photo of him posted on facebook by him mother, only after 2 days he was born ..

today is 30dec! congrats to Malaysia team for the AFF Cup last nite! so proud of them .. but, i didn't watch either of the matches here in malaysia or in indonesia .. but still i'm proud of them ..

because of the victory, PM declared 31 Dec 2010 as a public holiday! cool huh? i can't remember when was the last time, the previous or the other PMs declared public holiday on the spot like this? i barely remember .. might be when i was a little boy!

any plan for new year eve? not for me .. working 0700hrs on the first day of 2011! n there are n the is no new year plan or new year invitation .. so i'm afaid i will just spend my new year eve n new year nite at home, in the comfort of my own room! alone, most probably ..

still remember my new year celebration back in 2008 if i'm not mistaken .. at mutiara damansara, between the curve n ikea .. the street is full with human .. all sizes n in all colors .. hehe ..

so sad to leave 2010 behind .. n so nervous to welcome 2011! hope for the best coming .. hope to become stronger n wiser in 2011 ..

dah lama dah tak update blog aku nih .. tetiba mcm ringan plak nak menaip .. aku ngaku, sbg manusia, aku x sempurna .. walaupun aku ingin mjd sesempurna yg boleh .. specially buat parents aku .. sbg contoh kat adik2 aku .. buat semua yg aku kenal .. tp, apa kan daya .. selagi ada nyawa, aku akan cuba sebaik mungkin utk mjd makhluk yg bguna .. aku xnak sia2kan semua yg parents aku dah buat .. lantak lah klu ada org ckp aku sajer mengada kat sini ..
just nak meluah perasaan aku .. 1st may lepas, sorg lg family members aku pergi .. anjang amin .. arwah adalah yg kedua dpd 7 adik beradik bapak .. walaupun x berapa rapat, tp kehilangannya agak terasa .. lebih2 lg, semasa arwah masih ada, aku x pernah tgerak langsung nak g melawat .. aku kat subang, arwah stay ngan cousins aku kat seremban .. paling sedih lg, masa arwah meninggal kat seremban, aku kat kch .. kebetulan cuti .. mlm tu, seriously mcm mimpi! aunty yon, isteri arwah kol bapak, bgtau arwah dah xde .. sebab strok .. arwah meninggal selepas sedar dpd strok sekejap! masa tuh, aku tgh melantak masakan mak .. tetiba mcm hilang selera .. arwah meninggal just like arwah wa jahara .. aku takut aku x dpt nak terima klu parents aku xde .. aku x tau aku cukup kuat ke x? aku leh terima ke x? aku x berani imagine! serious! balik kpd kes mlm 1 may tuh, aku kira nak tolong bapak gtau kat uncle aunty lain, tp aku dah blinang airmata .. last2 aku dail number usu aisah, aku bg kat adik aku, suruh gtau kat usu .. aku time tu mmg blinang airmata, n bila2 masa akan nangis .. aku jenis yg cepat tsentuh ..
masa wa jahara meninggal, mlm tuh aku off fon coz nak charge .. coz time tuh fon motorola lama yg tpaksa tanggal bateri, then baru charge .. the next morning, aku dpt text dpd mak ke bapak .. dlm msj tu, gtau yg wa jahara dah xde .. aku terus tduduk n terus nangis .. aku kuatkan diri, kol mak, nak confirm .. aku rasa nak balik terus ke sarikei, coz at that time, aku still study kat kch .. bapak gtau, x yah balik, everyone understand yg aku xdpt balik .. aku terus kol anjang, kira nak rumpang balik sarikei .. tp arwah time tuh hidup lg dah gerak ke sarikei .. apa yg buat aku hiba sgt, a week before tuh, aku balik saratok .. kebetulan arwah wa pun ke saratok .. arwah wa siap belek2 album kitorg beradik .. arwah wa ambik a few pics n mintak kebenaran tuk simpan gambar2 tu .. kitorg x kisah .. cz arwah mmg bukan mcm org lain .. arwah wa yg jaga kitorg 4 beradik dr kecik .. sampai at one point, arwah datuk dah sakit .. sebab parkinson .. kitorg decide she should go n take care of datuk .. kitorg dah basar .. bleh jaga diri .. bukan tu je .. kebetulan, mak bapak baru je beli pajero .. pg arwah wa nak balik, dier cakap nak merasa naik pajero .. jd bapak bawak lah pusing2 pekan saratok .. then bapak anta g bus station cz xde org nak anta arwah je sarikei .. cz masa tu hari keje .. a week, or less than a week .. wa jahara dah xde ..

firstly, before i start .. ni no offence to any perempuan btudung! .. siap bold ok? just x puas ati n x senang ati la ngan 2 pompuan btudung yg aku jumpa pg2 buta td ..

awal pg td, after club n early breakfast, aku mintak la member aku ni drop kat stesen lrt salak selatan .. cz malas nak susahkan dier ptg nyer nak anta aku balik .. so better aku balik terus n tido d rumah .. dier mula2 suwuh bmlm (bmlm ke? dah 530am!) kat rumah dier .. kat situ no problem .. so, brenti la kat stesen masjid jamek, n tukat tren tuk ke Kelana Jaya .. so aku masuk la .. at first bdiri, coz maybe ramai dr melawati turun kl .. then, aku duduk la biler ada seat kosong .. nak dijdkan citer, ader lah minah tudung labuh, late 20s n maybe early 30s duk dpn aku .. selang 2 seat ader la uncle sorang ni .. bukan melaly n i think bukan local .. xde la smart pakai suit ke bagai .. just tshirt n suar yg agak lusuh .. aku ok je la .. tetiba, when uncle ni buat bunyi sikit, minah ni buat muka n mengeluh! aper kes aku pikir? aku x kisah lah .. lantak engkau .. aku lyn kepala ngantok .. x lamer lepas tuh, uncle ni labuhkan kan la bag dier kat seat kosong between the 2 of them .. ader la tkena sipi2 .. sikit je kena beg minah ni .. dier terus mjeling buat muka bitchy! aih? apsal pulak minah nih? aper masalah ko? tkena sikit je .. n even uncle tu pun x perasan kot? so mcm .. why do u hv this kind of attitude? is it bcoz of ko pakai tudung labuh, ko bleh buat mcm tuh? aku walaupun xlah semayang full, still aku ok jer? bukan nyer uncle tuh kacau ko? bukan sengaja pun rasanyer!

nak dijadikan cite, dah sampai kat stesen Universiti, aku berenti la .. nak ambik bas rapid g mahsing .. so, coz xde duit kecik, aku kire nak pecahkan duit kat kedai bawah .. so, nak sedapkan hati ngan kejadian dlm lrt tu td, aku pun start a very small conversation ngan kakak yg btudung kat kaunter .. time tuh, 710am kot? "sini bukak pukul berapa ek kak?" aper jwpan dr mulut akak btudung nih? "dah bukak lah ni!" ngan muka x bsalah .. i was .. shicked! aku bukak conversation .. awal pg nih, nak make u smile .. HELLO! aku pun ader keje pukul 700am ok? utk menyedapkan hati aku, aku pun la jwb balik .. "awal ek? 700am dah bukak .." terus aku blah, g kat bus stop kat bawah .. so mcm, kat saper2 yg mbaca nih, mann nak gtau no offence to semua akak2, adik2 n ibu2 yg btudung .. n i know x semua mcm nih .. tp coz x puas ati n x senang ati! so cukup la kat sini .. hope xde saper2 yg terasa ..

erm .. today is already the 20th day of the month of october .. that's mean, another 2 months to go for the new year! i had a great time so far .. plus, another 37 days to my birthday! wuhuhu ..

people come n go .. people we think we understand them, but u r wrong .. because for our stupidity, we lost someone really great .. something we never think of, become one of your hobbies n interest!

i miss window shopping n shopping so so very much .. since ramadhan, my movement r very limited .. it is tiring to move around during ramadhan .. n dont do much shopping for the last raya .. hmmm .. not much? 2 baju melayu .. this n a little that .. hmmm .. not much ek? ok la .. because i dont spent so much .. maybe because most of my clothes r still new, so it is not necessary for me to buy so much .. now, i just thinking of buying another pair or two of working attires .. maybe working shoes n others .. as my birthday is just around the corner .. it is not wrong for me to pamper myself as i dont have anybody yet .. hmmm .. i can spend my money for myself .. hehehe .. where to go huh?

it has been some time i dont have the adventure, shopping alone in kl .. last time, i like to take a bus to kl, then i will jump from 1 shopping mall to another .. just for window shopping n to move around .. i think i should add in movies as one of the activities! yup .. count that in .. bird watching, for sure .. breakfast n lunch, these r for energy .. enough sleep, the day before .. i should start planning for november .. huhu ..

alhamdullillah .. ari ni hari ke4 training .. maksudnya, dah 4 ari aku x keje as telephonist or so call as call centre staff .. pendek kata, mamat angkat fon la tuh .. haha .. bengong betui la .. rasa best, tp nak kena belajor benda2 baru ni je la yg memoningkan .. huhu ..

ari nih ada projek besar ngan abg reza .. huhu .. dier yg ajak .. siap bawak baju spare nih .. pakai ptg karang .. x sabar rasanya .. klu bleh ari2 pun ok ..

tp ada something yg merisaukan diri ku ni apabila sorang member aku nih mcm dah kemaruk ngan laksa sarawak .. dier siap googling "laksa sarawak" memanjang .. almost setiap link, dier klik .. setiap gambar dier view .. aku mcm chuak! is it bcoz of gambar2 laksa sarawak yg mak masakan, yg aku post dlm facebook! tensi plak aku .. dah la dier puasa sunat 6 ari! habis la aku ..

lunch ari nih, mamam pau ayam je .. walaupun most people cakap, pau nih sedap .. tp aku still prefer mak nyer pau ayam .. coz mmg dah mbesar ngan pau yg mak buat kot?

training ari ni, more to fares .. fares yg agak memeningkan n aku x berapa suka fares! td ader ttggl n tlost kejap! haha .. tp aku try to follow up n managed to solve it .. haha .. alhamdullillah .. bijak jugak aku nih ghupa nyer ..

ari ni tlupa plak cincin2 aku .. jari jemari ku yg comel nih mcm janggal .. haha .. td baru perasan .. maybe coz pg td agak kelam kabut aka kecoh sekampung menyebabkan aku lupa cincin aku kot?