My Strange World

Hola .. this is the 2nd last week of April 2011 .. that's mean, another 3 more months before puasa (fasting) month, then Hari Raya! huhu ..

quite excited coz going for a holiday trip with my friends .. it's a decision made really in a sudden .. i don't even think much, i just simply say yes to the invitation ..

this month, i get a raise in my salary, it is not much really, but i am quite grateful with the raise .. hehe .. a yearly increment .. but still, i get a headache to pay my bills n save saome for my pocket money for this month! erk? n even the coming months .. haha .. n even now, i have to pay the monthly installment for ein's car .. he's in Chennai, India for 4 months, starting from this month, April .. til Aug .. so, I'll be taking care of his car, Justin .. that includes the monthly installment .. kind like a way for me to practice when i have my own car in the future .. hehe .. extra in my budget are the monthly installment & the fuel! wow!

about the holiday trip with my friends, it is really a decision made without thinking too much .. now i have to think of paying the expenses n things .. waaarrrggghhh!!

today is 30dec! congrats to Malaysia team for the AFF Cup last nite! so proud of them .. but, i didn't watch either of the matches here in malaysia or in indonesia .. but still i'm proud of them ..

because of the victory, PM declared 31 Dec 2010 as a public holiday! cool huh? i can't remember when was the last time, the previous or the other PMs declared public holiday on the spot like this? i barely remember .. might be when i was a little boy!

any plan for new year eve? not for me .. working 0700hrs on the first day of 2011! n there are n the is no new year plan or new year invitation .. so i'm afaid i will just spend my new year eve n new year nite at home, in the comfort of my own room! alone, most probably ..

still remember my new year celebration back in 2008 if i'm not mistaken .. at mutiara damansara, between the curve n ikea .. the street is full with human .. all sizes n in all colors .. hehe ..

so sad to leave 2010 behind .. n so nervous to welcome 2011! hope for the best coming .. hope to become stronger n wiser in 2011 ..

the 2011 is just around the corner .. like it or not, u r heading to a whole new year, new resolution n hopefully, everything will go well n better than before .. never expect this will be so soon .. it was just like yesterday, we celebrated the new year for 2010 ..

resolution? i guess mine will be the same for the past few years! losing weight n getting a better health! maybe getting more incomes for the additional resolutions .. we never know .. hehe .. hopefully everything will go smooth as planned ..

surprisingly, i jumped to do something i never ever think of .. luckily, i did it n enjoying it .. hopefully to get more of it coming .. n hopefully, it will works! haha .. it is an extra income you know .. for me living far from parents ..

for sure, the best experience ever will be traveling to europe for a week .. the 1st time experience n it was great! i am so miss geneva, gruyeres, zermatt, provonce n also the welcoming families n their hospitality .. 13 hours flight was so tiring but it is worth spending so much time to reach there .. hopefully can revisit the same places or maybe somewhere near by!

for 2011, there are a few travel plans came up .. haha .. invitations from friends and also plans i have never raised up to certain important persons .. just have to doing OTs n keep more money .. maybe, 2011 is my traveling year! we never know .. we can plan, but everything decided by the all mighty!

saying goodbye to 2010, the year i learnt a lot .. good n bad .. happy n sad .. i can say some, did a bit made my more mature .. but i'm still the cute one! haha .. maybe i have to put aside all the fun first before i can get the result .. i will always hope for the best for myself, my family n my friends!

firstly, before i start .. ni no offence to any perempuan btudung! .. siap bold ok? just x puas ati n x senang ati la ngan 2 pompuan btudung yg aku jumpa pg2 buta td ..

awal pg td, after club n early breakfast, aku mintak la member aku ni drop kat stesen lrt salak selatan .. cz malas nak susahkan dier ptg nyer nak anta aku balik .. so better aku balik terus n tido d rumah .. dier mula2 suwuh bmlm (bmlm ke? dah 530am!) kat rumah dier .. kat situ no problem .. so, brenti la kat stesen masjid jamek, n tukat tren tuk ke Kelana Jaya .. so aku masuk la .. at first bdiri, coz maybe ramai dr melawati turun kl .. then, aku duduk la biler ada seat kosong .. nak dijdkan citer, ader lah minah tudung labuh, late 20s n maybe early 30s duk dpn aku .. selang 2 seat ader la uncle sorang ni .. bukan melaly n i think bukan local .. xde la smart pakai suit ke bagai .. just tshirt n suar yg agak lusuh .. aku ok je la .. tetiba, when uncle ni buat bunyi sikit, minah ni buat muka n mengeluh! aper kes aku pikir? aku x kisah lah .. lantak engkau .. aku lyn kepala ngantok .. x lamer lepas tuh, uncle ni labuhkan kan la bag dier kat seat kosong between the 2 of them .. ader la tkena sipi2 .. sikit je kena beg minah ni .. dier terus mjeling buat muka bitchy! aih? apsal pulak minah nih? aper masalah ko? tkena sikit je .. n even uncle tu pun x perasan kot? so mcm .. why do u hv this kind of attitude? is it bcoz of ko pakai tudung labuh, ko bleh buat mcm tuh? aku walaupun xlah semayang full, still aku ok jer? bukan nyer uncle tuh kacau ko? bukan sengaja pun rasanyer!

nak dijadikan cite, dah sampai kat stesen Universiti, aku berenti la .. nak ambik bas rapid g mahsing .. so, coz xde duit kecik, aku kire nak pecahkan duit kat kedai bawah .. so, nak sedapkan hati ngan kejadian dlm lrt tu td, aku pun start a very small conversation ngan kakak yg btudung kat kaunter .. time tuh, 710am kot? "sini bukak pukul berapa ek kak?" aper jwpan dr mulut akak btudung nih? "dah bukak lah ni!" ngan muka x bsalah .. i was .. shicked! aku bukak conversation .. awal pg nih, nak make u smile .. HELLO! aku pun ader keje pukul 700am ok? utk menyedapkan hati aku, aku pun la jwb balik .. "awal ek? 700am dah bukak .." terus aku blah, g kat bus stop kat bawah .. so mcm, kat saper2 yg mbaca nih, mann nak gtau no offence to semua akak2, adik2 n ibu2 yg btudung .. n i know x semua mcm nih .. tp coz x puas ati n x senang ati! so cukup la kat sini .. hope xde saper2 yg terasa ..

huhu .. ari ni dah ari ke3 training .. insyaallah, lusa habis la .. wuhuhu .. td baru je settlekan duit karaoke ngan abg reza .. kitorg share g karaoke ramai2 .. ada 5 org .. me, abg mamat, adi, abg reza n azan .. ikutkan ahcik follow sekali, tp x jadi coz mak ayah dier ader .. tu pun kitorg pecut after g beraya wumah member2 abg mat ..

mlm tuh, i mean mlm karaoke, tetiba otak giler ni generated lg activated .. aku bawak lagu dangdut uols .. hahaha .. mas idayu, senggol2an .. cubit2an .. haha .. ada org back up .. since the last karaoke session, aku try utk bawak lagu2 asli .. last week aku dah bantai lagu cindai! haha .. tgoleng2 kat lantai biler aku pikir balik .. but, it was fun! lagu2 standard mcm mungkin, mungkir bahagia n harapan memang x miss .. kekadang klu ingat seribu tahun imran ajmain .. lagu2 berani mati! ini pun coz of boboy .. haha .. dier la yg mjebakkan aku ke kancah karaoke ..

but, apa yg x best last week coz xde lagu aizatt, lagu kita .. next session kot .. then, satu lg .. masa dah ready nak bawak lagu niat, elyana .. aku siap duduk simpuh atas lantai, kawan azan masuk scr ngejut .. jgn plak azan terasa, k .. coz feel dah ader, tetiba potong! wargghhhh .. terus x best .. dah la next lagu, lagu mungkir bahagia n mungkin .. nasib aku dpt bawak .. n cuba ignore perasaan dpd lagu niat tu tadi .. haha .. tp biler ingat balik, lawak siot ..

dlm seminggu nih, dah a few times dah mimpi aku dah ader rambut balik .. siap buat spiky2 mcm dulu2 .. seriously, i miss my hair .. almost setengah tahun dah rambut ala askar .. nak simpan balik la rambut2 ni .. bleh buat fesyen2 .. huhu .. botak pun coz rambut jarang n mengalami kesurutan .. haha ..

k la .. ari ni, topik quite interesting .. simple n easy .. just tunggu dah live nanti je la .. we will go live with this system, insyaallah on 1 nov .. x sabar plak rasa nya .. b4 training memang asyik pikir, naper la nak tukar system? asyik pikir mcm maner la nak start system baru .. semua code nak kena hafal balik .. mcm tekanan .. tp dah masuk training, mcm satu cabaran! x sabar plak .. huhu .. itu lah manusia .. xpernah ada manusia d dunia ini yg sempurna .. n ingatlah, kta hanya menumpang di dunia ini .. malah kita jugak dipinjamkan untuk menghuni n menumpang d dunia ni .. ini khas ditujukan kat semua ek? adios .. asta la vista .. huhu ..

huhu .. ngah dlm training room .. while instructor bg lecture, aku sempat jugak nak post .. huhu .. x senonoh .. haha ..

semlm bmlm kat rumah kwn .. dier baru je pindah .. so dier bwk bmlm kat wumah dier .. kitorg b3 .. suker rumah dier walaupun masih bselerak .. love the rooms .. walaupun typical square, tp bg aku size dier dah cukup .. mcm best plak hidup bujang, with an apartment with 3 rooms n 2 bathrooms .. living room pun nice .. so, he's so lucky to have that apartment .. semlm siap imagine, what will i do with all the rooms n that particular apartment .. haha .. i wish i can get it in the future .. semlm dlm 100am, tetiba semua bising cz lapar .. nak x nak, 2 of us went to 7e n bought bread n tune .. so melantak la sandwich .. hehe .. pg td bgn 715am, aku g mandi dulu .. baru bgn kan diorg ... ingatkan kemas2 dlm 30mins, ghopernyer ader gak yg kemas more than 45mins! he told me he usually spend 1 hour 30 mins to 1 hour 45mins to get ready to work! oh my goodness!

now ngah quiz session .. sorg2 dipanggil ke dpn .. hopefully aku x kena dulu kot? nervous la .. haha .. dgn kepala yg ngantok .. berat sgt .. tp sure instructor tau, aku ngah buat aper .. org lain concentrate nengok depan, aku plak x henti2 mnaip .. huhu .. ada pkembangan .. managed to post daily here in my blog .. wuhuhu ..

hmm .. pejam celik, pejam celik .. tinggal 10 hari je lagi nak raya .. tp mcm saban tahun, feel nak raya tu dah x sebest masa kecik2 .. masa kecik2, x pernah kenal ada masalah .. nak aper je, sure mak bapak akan cuba dpt kan .. tp, dah makin besar n tua ni, mcm2 masalah yg datang .. sometimes, problem yg sgt2 bodoh la .. ni la yg buat aku geram je ..

mcm nak berenti je pun ada .. balik kch, carik keje kat sana .. rasa cukup la dah 2 tahun kat sini (coming november) .. mcm x worth la .. sikit kawan pun susah, ramai kawan pun susah .. aahhh .. lantak lah .. now i know how to PLASTIC! i've learn to become a person with so many faces .. klu ikutkan, aku xnak idup mcm tu .. hidup pura2 .. hipokrit! aku x la nak cakap yg aku ni baik sgt .. aku pun minum .. bukan nya virgin from beer or mana2 air syaitan .. aku pun bukan virgin anymore ..ahhhh .. kat sini je la dpt aku lepaskan semua .. too outspoken pun, xbleh .. pendiam sgt pun org pijak kepala! senior officer katanya! hahaha .. aku rasa nak tgolek2 mdengar nya .. lantak engkau la .. ko x rugi .. aku pun x rugi!

apa yg penting sekarang .. aku puas ngan kwn2 yg ader .. hopefully they feel the same .. i will try to be as transparent as possible when i am with them .. kekadang tu, certain things kena keep for myself! ngan diorg je aku dpt rasa seronok .. melepaskan diri dr dunia plastik .. di kelilingi org yg pura2 .. asalkan diorg bahagia, aku ikut je .. for sure, i am not happy with that .. but, what i have to do .. i am living in the same world, created by the same god! have to share .. like it or not ..

aku perasan yg hidup x pernah cukup duit .. everything kena guna duit! hmmm .. mcm maner ek nak cop duit byk2? jd millionaire ke .. dpt couple kaya .. xyah nak keje .. ari2 kat rumah .. bleh shopping memanjang! haha .. what a dream!

klu nak balik kch, aku memang nak berenti .. there is no point aku nak mintak transfer ke kch .. no way jose! nak tunggu bjanggut putih baru dpt promotion ..

time ni, call xde la plak .. mcm beri aku lampu hijau nak luahkan semua! nak aku jerit, nanti budak2 ofis cakap aku giler! last week dah melalak .. cukup la kot tuk masa ni .. dah la org bayarkan ..

hehe .. so happy when one of the blogcatalog users added in their 50 favorite personal blogs list! hehe .. thanks to diamondvvv1 for adding me in the list! hehe ..

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